all that glitters .

Whitney Houston

2009-08-01T21:45:00.000+08:00

Lol. Enlighten me to why am I obsessing over her?

But really, I think I know why I don't know she has new albums: it's on the classic channel.

That's what I guessed.

Anyways, I don't know why I can't edit the size and colour of all these anymore. Maybe I pressed something or had they changed something? HELP!

Just wanted to type

2009-07-31T23:27:00.001+08:00

Ahh.. I want to type something. My fingers seems to stiff up. And shit I;m supposed to fast from the com and now I find myself in front of my computer with nothing to do in mind. I didn't want to get on at first, I'm kinda sick of the computer now. Dammit.

And now I find myself hearing Whitney Houston's old songs. Lol. Sudden urge to. But it's not really bad. I love her songs. ^^ though I haven't been following her newer albums. yeah I just found out that she had nw albums out in the world and I haven't heard of it. Well, I suppose that half of you reading this won't understand what I'm talking about. I think even YangYu won't know who am I pointing at. But seriously, she's a nice singer. Beautiful and brilliant vocals. oooshh. Niceee.

Yeps. I think that Singapore don't have her albums. Shrugs. Don't know why. Or maybe I'm deaf or blind. EEEK. I go ask my dad for her albums. Shoobe have bah. xD

YAY. I'm going backwards. Thinking of old songs already. But it's nice. I DON'T CARE. haha. I especially love "I will always love you". Says alot. =)

Okay I shall go out and join my family to watch Night At The Museum 2. jeez, they started without me. == I don't want to talk to them already. >.<

Haha. and yeah, i know this blog is dead, but i do add new stuff on every now and then.

- And I will always love you . -

Reviving this hell of a blog .

2009-07-06T17:06:00.003+08:00

OKAY . People. Haven't posted for like, EONS. Thing is, there's nothing much to write about over the holidays. Just plain bored stuck at home. Lala.

And of course, school's back on. DAMN. The H1N1 . Why can't I just get it and die off. And yes, I'm friggin' negative these days.

Well, as usual. I hate school. But I WANT TO GET BACK THE DAMNED MARKS. and position.

Yup. Just to remind myself. damn.

Ouh, and I'm single once more. Clapies to mi. =)

I told myself I won't miss you .

But I remember ,

What it feels like beside you .

Life sucks .

2009-06-21T19:12:00.002+08:00

I hate my life.

It sucks.

Sometimes I really feel like I want to care less about everything and die.

I've given up .
I'm sick of this feeling .

nameless .

2009-06-13T22:46:00.001+08:00

Geez. I'm gonna make this real short. I have those "I-want-to-post-things-that-happened-the-past-few-days-but-I'm-currently-not-in-the-right-mood-to-do-a-masterpiece-aka-long-post" kinda mood.

So. In short.

Monday, Video Journalism group meeting at Jurong East Library. Then went to MOS Burger for lunch with Jingwen and Luyao.

Tuesday, went to Marina Barrage for Video Journalism filming with the group. Played with the water there. I was wet all over== And yes, I do really MEAN all OVER. the jet of water went right under in between my legs== ok. PG CONTENT! But that was freaking true. And I'm a victim. I didn't KNOW.
Then we went to Tiong Bahru Shopping Centre. (I guess?) lol. For lunch. At Ajisen. Then to "Hoy Fatt Road" to Jingwen's house to do the skit. Damn. I was like, Kai Fa Lu? Jingwen went,"OMGOMG how you know it was Kai Fa Lu????" LOL. "I'ma Cantonese that knows Cantonese but don't SPEAK Cantonese" YEAH.

Wednesday was erms. I dono. Mixed emotions. For one. Fun, tired, irritating, worse than Tuesday. yeah. We went to MacRitchie early in the morning but was already behind schedule to film. Then we CHIONGED even more because we were FREAKING BEHING SCHEDULE to Juction 8 to meet Kar Hui where we had lunch at Mac. Raquel went to buy KFC's instead. yeah. and then, it was, CHARGE! to Tanah Merah. (Scary train ride by the way, it was LONG) to NEWater Visitor Centre. Was in time for the shuttle. Went there, wanted to interview but they ended up saying that alot of people from our school wanted to do the same but they couldn't record anything, unless given permission. LOL. okay... lol. Wasted trip seriously. Next stop, Dhoby Ghaut Station. Went to Plaza Singapura to do survey. DAMN. I was rejected LOTS of time.==

OKOK. END.

I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence .
Cryin' scares me cause it screams the truth .

I want a cat !

2009-06-01T17:01:00.006+08:00

I've recently bought an encyclopedia on cats. It's called : "The Ultimate Encyclopedia of Cats, Cat Breeds & Cat Care". Well, I've finished admiring all the cat pictures in the book and have practically gotten the Cat Care part of the book semi-memorized. EEESH. I love cats. Okay, it's more like anything furry. ANIMALS.

So.. Yeah. I've always wanted an animal in the house. But my mom doesn't like it so I haven't got a single furry friend in my life before. That's so sad. =(

And after reading the book, I felt quite confident that I can take care of a cat well on my own. And that's that and it's left with the money we have to spend on it every year and so on. The cat food... Playing with it... And all.

Well, I've been pestering my parents everyday for one since then. But mom's got a point. I'll be in school most of the time. I won't be able to se my cute little kitty as and when I like then. (oh SHIT)

Yeah, so, what? I still want a cat! I'll clean after it, play with it, sleep with it and still do well for my studies. And I think it will help me mentally so, yah. It's quite a big deal. Fair deal even.

So if I ever get to get a cat, I'll want pedigreed cats. (a.k.a pure breeds):
1. Maine Coon Cat
2. Norwegian Forest Cat
3. Angora
4. British Shorthair
5. Turkish Angora
6. Turkish Van

Eeesh, I typically want the Angora if I can have one. If I can't, well, I know it's gonna be expensive buying pedigreed cats, so, I'll earn lots and lots of money and maybe own lots and lots of animals at home! OMG. That'll be my favourite place in the world if that happens!O.O

Okay, that's a dream. But I can do it. HAHA. In another 5-10 years? HAHA. So, yeah. If I get to buy a cat that's non pedigreed, I'll still want it! OMG. I want a bi-coloured one!!! EEEK. The black and whit cat downstairs is so cuteee. ^^

HEHE. I think I should make a bet with my parents. If I get 1st this year, which potentially will be the first in the level since karhui's first first, they'll have no choice but to buy one for me! WOOHOO. Heard that mom? =P -GRINNS-

I WANT A CAT !

-Title-less-

2009-05-31T19:31:00.001+08:00

bleahs .

Results .

2009-05-29T20:04:00.002+08:00

Oh godsh. I got 13th in position (class) and 38 in position (level) .

I want to cry.

Oh My God .

Congratulations to Chermaine Cheng. First time in my life that I've got SOMETHING BELOW 5! OMG. SHIT. What the hell's wrong with me? POOP.

EEEK. DIEDIEDIE. My english the WORST. B4. Science and Maths was A1s. A2s were D&T, Chinese and lol. i forgot. Hmms.. nvm. not important. B3s were the HUMANITIES. GOOOOODDDD. SHIT. DROP LIKE SIAO. DAMN.

I want cry.................... EEESH. Worst results ever.

I'm still speechless. ARGH. What the hell. I think I'm gonna bully my brains into study mode for 3/4 of the time of the HOLIDAYS!!!! EEESH..

PTC

2009-05-28T20:40:00.002+08:00

Well, should I say GG or should I just say I don't give a damn?

I don't know. Seriously.

Haven't got the marks I've wanted already. And I'm still getting blamed for it. Hello? Blaming it on me doesn't help me get everything, every single damned mark back.

Honestly. It's like, I can't say I'm NOT at fault for the disastrous outcome of this half's results. But you CANNOT deny that the SYF this year HAD played a big part in affecting my studies drastically. Jeez..

I'm already very very tortured by my marks. Very. I mean, look at me. I've been top 5 for all the exams in my life. And now, I don't know what kind of stupid marks I'm going to get out of this failure. Seriously. It's torturing me alot alot more than I show that it does.

Who doesn't want to do well in school? Well, I don't know 'bout y'all but I do. So what makes you think that I am not interested in my studies.
I am VERY VERY intersted in being successful in life . F.Y.I.

But everyone can't be perfect. Everyone blunders and everyone makes their mistakes. Even saints make mistakes at least once in their lives. (So do gods. So i believe. No offense.) So how does it make ME any different. I can make my blunders. I can slip in my academics once in a while though I'd try not to. Everytime.

I've tried doing my assessments when my homework's done. But do I have the time? Sometimes yes, sometimes, no. I was too tired. When yes, it's either I'd really do or I'll be freaking busy. On the computer.

Here comes the computer. I don't deny that sometimes I slip to games after I've turned bored at the projects. (Well, that's what YOU said.)Not me. Truth is: I'm done already and I thought that I deserved some leisure time on my own. And my defination of leisure time consists mostly on using my com for my own purposes. And I don't deny that some of the times I'd've chosen to relax is wrong. But I haven't done that often didn't I? I've only started this bullshit like, what? One week ago, perhaps? That was the end of the test for this term. Regardless of whether I did a great or shitty job this term. I feel that I deserve my rest. Every year, every holiday, I get my rests and relaxation all the same. Without complaints. So why must this year be different? Because I've gotten cow POOPS for results instead? I don't know you. I don't feel that I should be deprived of my rights to relax just because I did so badly.

And that doesn't mean that I'll be relaxing all the way for the entire month-long vacation. I was going to say that I will set up more time for revisions and self-studies. Compared to other years and other vacations which I can recall, what I did was go out, play, sleep, eat, shit. So. YEAH. I was GOING TO TELL YOU. When you started saying that I wasn't focus in my studies this term because I was distracteed by a GUY. It's as if I will be distracted by A GUY! You should've known me well enough to know that I will NEVER EVER give up my ambitions for someone else. Or did I conceal it too deeply into myself?

So what I didn't understand was why do you keep thinking that everything , every piece of shit that comes out from me is because of me. I was totally rendered speechless just now you know. I noticed that both of you tend to LOVE to do that alot. Accuse and leave me speechless.

Well, I'm telling you now that I perfectly know why I've gotten such 'good' results.
1. CHOIR SYF COMPETITION had taken up MOST OF MY TIME AND ENERGY.
2. STRESS LEVEL was that HIGH. I was losing my grip on my own sanity for many times.
3. The homework teachers gives us was low. YEAH. But projects were HIGH. There were lots of projects dumped on us if you haven't noticed.

Well, main reasons. Those are. Petty reasons aren't counted. And I'm still trying to think of somemore. But still, yeah. That's that. That's the reason why. I KNOW. It's the first semester. And most of the tests came when I was still wobbily and trying hard to cope with the DRASTICALLY changed way of life. So when I've finally settled down after SYF ended. I was spent of my energy. brain juices were all fried and the tests were coming to an end.

And so I think I should end my complaints (though I could go on through the night).

Back to PTC.

So, I haven't got the marks. I am not happy with it. Neither are you. And you intend to get angry when you get the report book tomorrow? I am already feeling so depressed about my own marks already. I already wanted to reorganize the way I do my things. Every single habit that I was going to change will happen in the June holidays. I promise.

Well, reflections over this semester:

1. History wasn't good.
2. Geography wasn't good either.
3. Art could've been better.
4. English too.
5. Chinese could've done MUCH MUCH better. Whatever happened there I'll never know.
6. ELIT should be pretty well done. Let's keep our fingers crossed that at least some beautiful marks could be seen on that already scarred and difigured ugly piece of paper tomorrow.
7. I am so proud of my Biology. It had saved my Chemistry's life. So general science was WELL DONE because of my Biology.
8. Math's inconsistent. Carelessness mostly. IRKS.

Improvements then:
1.IMPROVE IN ALL. I can do better in all the subjects. It's just that there was something wrong with me this semester that didn't allow me to score well. I will change that. I garauntee.

AIMS:
I will aim to beat everyone in front of me and behind KarHui. Seriously. I've got a feeling I might be able to do it. Well, I've done it last year. Why not this year too. Let's just hope that this semester's deeds won't affect my next term's work too much.=) CHARGE!

Was thinking if I should turn anti-social too. Shien says it wouldn't help much and socialbility is actually a big part of our lives so I thought that I shouldn't be too depressed till I gotta turn emo and anti-social.

Anyway my conduct in class isn't that bad at all. Only a few times that I've slipped in conduct. So, perhaps take more notes or something? I don't know. Will reflect deeper AFTER I get back my results. I think I might be dead. But then again. Do I care? Nope I don't.

As long as I know what I'm doing, I have nothing to fear. Haha. Seriously. I can actually smell something's gonna happen to me tomorrow. But if I got top 10 tomorrow. I might stun there. Serious. I'm expecting top15. But who knows? We will see. I'm nervous. ABIT. Haven't seen that number in the position slot in my report book before. Guess it'll be quite a fright.

Argh. UBER LONG POST. DAMN. But sorry. Thanks if you actually read all of it. Tell me and I'll give you a kiss. *MUACKS*

HAHA.

I'm turning emo in about, 10 seconds. (btw, I'm half sick so yah.)

10 seconds starts,

NOW

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0!

-EMOING-

Tell my mother, tell my father .
I've done the best I can .

Projects .

2009-05-27T17:34:00.002+08:00

Geeez. June holidays are coming. It's a DEATH SENTENCE instead! Project has taken much of my time away. And piles and piles of homework I predicting. EEESHH..

Sighs, and the group I'm working with, for the integrated project, is kind of like, totally not my kind of group. You see, it's just like a big jigsaw puzzle that I simply CANNOT fit into. I can't make KarHui understand what I'm saying most of the time immediately. Almost the same for Raquel.

Well, it's not that I'm complaining or anything but seriously, with this going on, it's very very hard for me to help with the project and get it done on time. Geez. Seriously. FISH.

KarHui has a TIGHT schedule. ARGH. I don't feel like talking about it but seriously, it's somehow very irritating. And I really do not appreciate slackers. It's not like I don't slack but at least I do what is needed at the time. Like class disscussions. I will participate. Holding discussions on our own either online or staying back after school or meeting up is almost as impossible as 100+100=10000. Honestly. I'm sick of this. I'll be VERY happy when this project ends.

Look, before I go on any further, (I'm blowing up soon by the way), I just want to say that if anyone's not happy reading my post or anything. Feeling discontent or insulted, please, this is MY blog. I have the right to write down MY feelings inside. And I want it to be TRUE. And yes, I'm blowing up. The most the angry you can do is to press the cute little red button on the top of this window and say byebye to my blog forever.

Ok, back on what I was saying. Okay.. WHATEVER I was saying. lol.

I'm just feeling very freaked out on this project. Very pissed off. Maybe I'm stressed out and falling sick. Just, serious. I don't likenot being in the know and that's almost what's happening in the group right now. I think most of us don't know what is happening and they don't even give a damn about it. Well, I do, but I don't know shit about it. SERIOUSLY. I'm not even sure of what's the objective of this project! Hilarious ain't it? Schedule, objective, where and what we're going to do.. BLAH. I don't know NOTHING. NADA.

I just wish that, yah, our group communicates better. NOT communicating and doing work WHEN they FEEL like it. And if we've drawn out a time to meet or talk, please just follow it and DO. I hate it when people make me wait for nothing.

You think your hot but I'm sorry, you're not .
Exactly who you think you are ?

Most special day of the year .

2009-05-24T10:06:00.003+08:00

It's my birthday today . Waking up at a rare 6.50a.m. to greet my first 14-year old day.

Woots !

Haha. I still want my presents !!!

Happy Birthday to Chermaine .

One Present .

2009-05-22T19:20:00.004+08:00

I got a present from Joey and Crystal Lau today. Oh. My. God. I was so so so touched.

I was sitting at Denise's place looking at her Russian book thingy in the morning before D&T and suddenly they walked up and said,"Chermaine~" I thought they only wanted to talk to me so I went like, "yeah?" And Joey took out a present wrapped in gold coloured OG wrapper and said, " This is from me and CLAU, Happy Birthday Chermaine!"

I was shocked. Rendered totally speechless for exactly 0.456324 seconds. Then the next thing I know was that I was taking the present from her, saying thanks and started laughing and some tears came out. I was soooo touched. Someone actually remembered my birthday without me telling them! oh my god. (Even my MOM forgot my birthday!)

Yeah, so they were like, "Aww, Chermaine don't cryyyy~" Then I huggeed both of them again and again. Then Denise came back and I showed her the present and told her my birthday was coming and she was like, "Oh! Ok, I'll go get something for you." Then I forgot if Clau volunteered to spilt the cost or Denise said it. But the main point is, Clau's buying mi 1/2 + 1/2 presents = 1 whole present in all!

Omg . I am SO freaking touched. They made my day you know, my darling friends. I love them so much!

Thanks Clau and Joey again for your chocolate towel! I love it alot. And I love you both too!

But my breath fogged up the glass ,
And so I drew a new face and laughed .

24th May 2009

2009-05-19T21:07:00.002+08:00

By the way, Chermaine Cheng's birthday's coming BABEH !

She wants presents !

I want loads of clothes ,
And ****loads of diamonds .

Tea House

2009-05-19T20:39:00.002+08:00

We went to the Tea House in Chinatown today. Or was it called "Tea Chapter"? I don't know. Well, went there with my class. Well, duh.

I don't really want to like, detail everything out for y'all. Just go there and look for yourself. Anyway, most of you reading this have already went there or is going to go there. So, no point spoiling all the fun yah?

So, the speaker there was like teaching us the Appreciation of Chinese Tea. Mind you, I made that up. I don't know if it exists. He named like, hell lots of things. It's like every single step you have to do before you actually drink the tea has a name.

The cups have names.
The warming of the cups have a name too I think.
The way you pour the tea have names too.

They even specify you need to drink up your tea in EXACTLY 3 sips, or whatever you call that. (Hey, I'm not a perfect translator of Chinese-English). Yeah, that, I know. I just forgot why 3.

Well the whole learning process made mi feel like an idiot. Well, half. Since I've grown up looking at my Grandfather's friend doing that at Lower Pierce Resevoir every Sunday. Untill a few years ago I stopped going because of the truckloads of homework and tests I was getting. And still is.

So... Yeah. I looked at my Grandfather's friend do that without understand half of it. I just took the cup and drank everything at one go. HAHA. But yeah, I remebered some of it. Remembered that he'd usually let mi try doing the pouring of tea, all wrong of course.(Well, I only knew that I was wrong today.)

So, we sat there, ate dumplings and herbal eggs and drank tea over and over again. Fun to get the tea ready. We were like, "OMG it goes like that right?" and "shit, what am I doing?" kinda stuff. Yeah. So, FUN.

I loved the tea. xD Very tasty.=D

O yah. And there was when we were about to go home. We were supposed to take off our shoes at the counter before we went upstairs. There were 3 classes and I think 2 classes' shoes were there yah. In neat rows. Very neat. I even got my shoe's placement memorized in case. And guess what happened?

When I went to find my shoe, I can't find it! EEK! Then I saw something quite like mine. Because mine is a Converse snaker with grey stipes so, yah, there's tons of people wearing it yah? I checked the shoe size and I was like," OMG. I CAN'T REMEMBER!" I thought it was five. So i saw something like mine. Same design. And the only pair left. So I wore it and I saw the side of the shoe was VERY DIRTY. VERY BLACK. Then I was like asking CLAU,"EIH! My shoe's THAT black???" Then she went like,"NO! Aiya, wrong shoe already. I think you wear it down first and look for your shoe downstairs."

Yeah, so I wore that pair of shoe which felt ENTIRELY not like mine. DOWNSTAIRS. Then I was looking around. Eyes glued downwards. Looking for my shoes. Then I saw it. I recognized the dirty front and I knew mine wasn't as dirty as the shoes I was wearing. YEAh. DEFINATELY mine. Ok, I know wrong spelling. But whatever yah?

"Lu Yao! You are wearing my shoe!!!" I half-screamed at her. LOL. I was all panicky so pardon me. Then we exchanged.YEAHHH. Felt like mine. WOOHOO. I found my shoe. HAHA.

Long post. Hoped you've enjoyed and not fallen asleep reading it. =D

Got my ass squeezed by sexy cupid .

Forced to post . SOAP's orders .

2009-05-15T21:15:00.003+08:00

I don't really have anything to tell. What? You want me to report my daily doings to you? Nuh-uh. No way. Privacy. I only disclose whatever I feel like disclosing.

But anyways, today's something I can be happy about. My composition, MY work, got chosen for the second round in the competition. The "Flight" composition. Ms Kali was like, "Oh, yah, by the way, Charmaine's compo got chosen for the second round. The 'Flight' competition."

Then I went WIDE-EYES. O.O WOW. MINE? Me whose English is as good as non-english speaking folks? O.O Nice one. That piece of work, for your information, was done on random. I didn't have anything to write about. So I've been sitting there thinking and thinking and thinking and suddenly I came out with this stupid caterpillar to butterfly idea and was stuck to it. WOW. Nice one. And mind you, there wasn't any difficult words, no big big vocabulary which I reckon Denise's work should be flooding in. It was plain, simple English that Singaporeans manage to get out on normal days. And I got picked.

I heard that Ms Kali had considered sending in Denise's work. I mean, why not hers? Of course I'm happy about being chosen but isn't Denise's work much much better than mine? I mean, judging from her english marks and her compo standard, she has more potential. I think Amanda also, her English is way better than mine and she reads alot of books too.

Well, that's a small matter blew big. It's ok. At least there's something worth mentioning eh?

Kiss me thru the phone .

Wishlist

2009-05-12T21:12:00.002+08:00

LOL. just realizd all the things on my wishlist is so expensive. The person buying everything from me will sure go broke. lol.

Sunsan Royal Visit .

2009-05-06T20:31:00.002+08:00

Laugh out loud ! Sunsan came to my house for the cursed lantern project. DAMN. We only managed to paint the stupid tentacles of the red and yellow octopus. 4 were sea colours.(Looked like the SEA~~~). 4 were hot hot colours. (RED, ORANGE, YELLOW). And you know what's best? We put one colour in each hole and then I suddenly realized that there was a rainbow on the pallet. Red, orange, yellow, green, blue and purple! What a nice sight!!! HAHA.

In the end of the day, we painted the eight tentacles in the colours. looked like chilli=.=

Then Sunsan helped me pack up and clean up my room. She was damn fast. I was washing th pallets halfway, I hear her throwing the trash. WOW. APPLAUDS to KOTL! MUAHAHA.

CATS ARE LOVED BY ME . <3

A Changed Skin Once Again

2009-05-04T20:33:00.002+08:00

Okay people. Once again, a new skin. Congratualations to me!

There's a raped Pooh inthe canteen .

2009-05-04T18:15:00.002+08:00

OMG. There was a ginormous-sized POOH BEAR in the canteen at lunch today. It had its red t-shirt off. It was in a pile on the table beside it!

OMG. POOH'S been raped! EEK!

Who did it? OWN UP!!!

Jericho

2009-05-03T22:04:00.001+08:00

O yah, btw, the Isreal skin care brand is called Jericho.

ANd my skin is getting a hell lot better after using it.=)

I should consider buying the facial too. =D

Mount. Faber Park

2009-05-03T21:43:00.002+08:00

Hmms.. I forgot alot about Friday. But overall, after I did the lantern(halfway) with Raquel, I went to RTC for dinner with my family. Had buffet! MUAHAHA. I cleared the ice-cream there =D

And then, we went to Mount. Faber Park after dinner. It was about 9pm already. I wanted to go home and use my computer. I wasn't really interested in another family outing, especially at that time at night.

But when I reached there, WOW. It's damndamndamn beautiful there, very romantic. The only thing that spoiled it there was the history walk thingy bout Singpore's history from 1819. Come on, I canrecite everything from my history textbook already! Get a life! Bleahs. Really, I'm sick of it all!

But really, even the history lesson can't spoil my mood permanently. The place at night was really beautiful. They have these benches that is placed facing out to the lanscape below. Some of them faced the HDB flats on one side of the hill(?), and some faced the cable cars. So i guessed it was facing sentosa or something.

And at the peak, they have these cool arrows on the floor, lit up, pointing in different directions like a compass. There was, zoo, bird park, sentosa, indian ocean, kualar lumpur and changi airport. There's more but I don't recall already.(See what I mean by I want to use my computer? I CAN'T remember things in detail for more than one day! I need them out fresh. Next time, I'm bringing a notebook along with me, everywhere I go. Even if it takes to write in the dark.) HAHA.

So, yeah, it was all very very cool.

Well, it has just shot up to first place in my list of The Most Romantic Places I've Ever Been To! Really, ouh. And the Most Beautiful Place I've Ever Been Too list. Well, honestly speaking, it isn't that long, my list. Cause I' ve just started it! =)

Haha.

Mud Soap !

2009-04-25T22:50:00.003+08:00

"Excuse me, I would like to give you this sample to try on," a beautiful voice with an Isreal accent said.
(I'm actaully narrating the entire thing like a story. =.= I think I'm going nuts. OKOK. Jia Tyan I know you want to say that I'm already nuts, right?)
I didn't really cared when she said it. My mom just took the packet. It says something like this: Exfoliating body scrub. IF I'm not wrong, that is.
Then the salesgirl said to me,"And you, come, I want to show you something. :)"
I was stunned. 0.0 For like, a nanosecond. LOL. But I'm curious. Sh asked,"Have you heard of the Dead Sea?" She had a really thick accent on so it took me awhile to decipher what she meant.
Then I went like, "yeah."
"Good, so we're actually promoting these skin care products. It contains the minerals and salts from the Dead Sea. Do you know why it's called the Dead Sea? It's because it is so salty that NOTHING lives in it. Not even bacteria. And THAT'S what you are having on your skin here." She pointed at my T-zone. Actually it's more precise to be the inverted T-zone. You know, the area beside your nose and below your eyes, above your cheekbones. Yea.
She continued, "I am going to let you try this mud. It is gotten from the bottom of the Dead Sea. And the salt inside helps to suck out the oil undrneath the skin."
Then she took this tube of mud and put it on my hand. It's cool actually. In literal sense. And COOL. That's because after a few more minutes of chatting with us and telling us the uses of her product, all coming from the dead sea, she wiped the mud off my hand. And the skin there was SMOOOOTH. DAMN COOL. I was like O.O . Haha. Then she told us that they were on a promotion and that it's 30% off. So that makes the mud facial $70. Worth it actually. But she said that if we wanted to, we can try out the soap first. The mud soap. It's actually a bar soap. It costed us $20. Not bad actually. Good deal to me. But my cousin was like, "THIS IS CRAZY!"
LOL. I bet she wouldn't said that if she saw what happened to my skin. Well, I'm totally in love with this. This Isreal brand may become my favourite skin care brand. Haha. I haven't learnt the name yet. But soon I will, BABEH. WOOHOO. So I got the $20 soap and was damn damn damn happy about it.
If not for that, I may have never realized how long have I NOT been happy. As in purely, innocently, happy. ;D

I am from choir, babeh .

2009-04-21T19:30:00.002+08:00

Woohoo! GOLD. G.O.L.D. YES! WE GOT IT! NHHS CHOIR HAS CLINCHED THE GOLD IN SINGAPORE YOUTH FESTIVAL 2009(CHOIR)!!! THEY ROCK!

Ok. Enough of the caps. Hmms.. How long have I not touched the computer? Seems like eons, judging from the way I am struggling to type everything correctly. Okok, nevermind that! Today is a happy day! GOLD GOLD GOLD! WoohOOOOOOO!!!

HAPPY HAPPY! Our hard work paid off. Too bad I didn't go to Victoria Concert Hall to get the results along with the others. I think I will high. HAHA. But I'm now so damn HIGH! Ok, moderate. But tomorrow will be high day~~~~

The JOBS.

2009-04-15T22:01:00.003+08:00

LOL. LOLLOLLOLOLOLOLLLLL. I'm now at www.ecareer.sg doing the stupid career assessment thingy. We're supposed to do the Personal Globe Inventor assessment. Well, I did it. HAHA. I am strong in art! WOOHOO! But guess what were the jobs they recommended? Lemme tell you. There's University Professor, Broadcast Journalist, Journalist/Reporter, Museum/Art Curator, Curator, Gallery/Museum Manager, Copy Editor, Psychology, Storyboard Artist, Author, Playwright, Scriptwriter/Idea Architect, Translator and Interpreter, Producer Presenters.
WOW. Nice one? None of what I want to do. LOL. But who knows? Maybe I end up working as one of the above. LOL. But I will still strive for the FASHION INDUSTRY!!! O yea, some posts back, I believe I wrote it wrong. I wrote ART industry instead of FASHION industry. LOL. It should be fashion. Yea. I mean, I saw almost all of the jobs' requirements and all was "You need to have a Ph.D", "Ph.D is an advantage", "A good command of English", "Preferably bilingual" and so on. LOL. I was like staring at the thing. GAGGING. LOL. Like, OMG. Well I know that now working outside needs high standards. BUT. For NOW, it seems like it's an impossible feat. LOL. Because both my languages are HORRENDOUS. Ask Jia Tyan, she TOTALLY agrees with me. The English part. Well, I AM trying to speak properly now. TRYING DAMN HARD. But hey, give me TIME! I have spoken Singlish like for, what? Almost 12 years? Since I'm born? SO. TIMETIMETIME. Maybe when you see me I am REALLY effectively bilingual. Anyway our school is striving to make each and every one of us effectively bilingual, hmm? I shall not be difficult then, TRY to learn A.M.A.P. As Much As Possible HAHAHA.
OKOK. I guess I shall go back to the freaking website(it's from MOE, Can't expect much. They expect resonable jobs.=.=) to do somemore. I'M CURIOUSSSS. HAHAHA.

E-fuck-learning

2009-04-09T12:35:00.002+08:00

Geez.. I'm now at home doing the stupid elearning. Do you knwo that my computer is lagging like some crazy shit? I just flunked the BIOLOGY quiz. OMG. BIOLOGY! My best subject. Let's ope they're not counted. And do you know why I flunked it? It's because the damned computer is lagging! They have a limited time, and like 3/4 of the time is used up b the loading part. If my teachers ever dare punish me because of that, I'm going to scream at them! WTH!?

I'm now resting for awhile before I start my Maths. Then after Maths I'll have to go straight to Northpoint to do my precious Nostalgia project. Ok that's not very bad. But I'm tired. I woke up 10mins before I had to go online for the elearning thing. I'd rather go to school. It's only like giving workshets out to the students. So what's the point?

I'm changing my blogskin again. I can't take this one. It's small.

WTF?

2009-04-05T22:29:00.001+08:00

FINE. SAY! say whatever thing you want? Yea. I'm always wrong. OK? FOREVER I'M in the wrong. Everything that I do that you don't like is wrong.

Emotional Breakdown

2009-04-05T20:41:00.004+08:00

I having a serious emotional breakdown right now. I don't know why. I think I have a stupid problem that I need time to digest a movie right after a movie. I can't be forced to do anything else immediately. I'll blow up. I think I'm having PMS now. I don't know. S'been on for days. Whoever it is, I will scream. OUCH. Freaky. And now, I'm listening to super emo songs. I refuse to listen to songs that I know MIGHT be ableto cheer me up. I don't know. Seriously. Headache coming I think. Going crazy. I think it's school. Can't take the pressure, the stress anymore.

It's that plus the fact that I'm like, what? Internet-grounded? I don't know. I can't touch my games. SHIT. But it's not like I NEED to play the games like some game addict. But maybe like what, yeah, actually there's no maybe. I know that I don't have the time now. And I will give myself the liberty to play games if I know that I can finally take a breather. I know my mom is reading whatever crap I'm posting. So, mom. I'm not kidding. I know my place. Please, jst please, don't treat it as if I'm an idiot that don't know how to manage my time or anything. I'm perfectly well in the know of the time I have and the things I have to do. I need to study. I know that. And just in case you haven't noticed, almost everything I do concerns my future studies already. I know perfectly , perfectly well what I have to do. Although I might not totally be able to manage my time THAT well. I'm trying. And forever I'm quietly hoping in my heart that ANYONE, ANYONE, can respect that and TRY to help me if they can and stop rubbing it in if I can't.

LALALA. I babbling again. Well, it's from the bottom of my heart. All those words. There are still so many things that I found out about myself that, ironically for someone as big-mouthed as me, I haven't told ANYONE. I keep it right in. I'm guarding these thoughts so tightly. Please respect my space. As I grow, I have really found out a great deal about myself, including what I really want and what I can really do.

Cruel><

2009-04-04T22:54:00.003+08:00

OMG. You know today, I went to Thomson Plaza, Peach Garden to have my dinner. Then the waiter and waitresses were carrying plates and plates of whole, half-skinned roasted PIGS. OMG. They're so bad. I was fraking out. OMGOMGOMG.

So cruel.

LOL. But anyways, I'm not in much mood to blog right now. DOWN WITH THE FLU. I can't feel my throat when I sing. I'm dead. Lucky I passed the auditions. PHEW.

Just another day.. (Yea right)

2009-04-02T21:47:00.003+08:00

HAHA. Another day. Yea right. I was included in the audition today. OMG. Lucky I passed. I thought I was going to die. Because it's like, I don't know. Like, SHIT. I'm nervous. I'm sick. I CAN'T feel my throat? HOW THW HELL DOES MS YIN EXPECT ME TO SING TO MY MAXIMUM STANDARD?!?!? I was freaking out. But egoistic me, as Kevin claims me to be this morning, kept my cool on the outside. LOL. Lame.

Then there was today's performance. We acutally changed into our gowns but it turned out that other performing groups weren't in their costumes either so we changed back. Then when we performed the retarded Secondary 3 guys was like laughing and laughing and then someof us(not mi) was laughing at ourselves too! OMG><>.<

Shit I gtg. Well, you guys got the picture of the day anyways. Goodbye and Goodday!

Posting again? Long day over. More to come. Oh my.><

2009-04-01T18:27:00.002+08:00

Yea. SO, back and alive! I'm alive! PHEW! Well, I was planning to post that I'm dead and have come back to the living to especially tell everyone that my body was currently lying in a coffin, buried deep underground. Dead from over-exertion. (Or whatever you call it.) And wish everyone Happy April's Fool Day. But apparently I didn't do anything or the likes of it because I found out that it wouldn't have turned out as a good joke. But it's still out, yah? Only in a different presentation style. Haha.

Okok. First of all, I really did blow up today0.0 It's like, Jia Tyan and Eileen made their almost-daily visit to my spot before school today, and as I was already fuming, half-screamed at them," NO! I'm in a freaking bad mood now. Don't even think about it!"
Geez. I seldom blow up like that. But if I do, a piece of advice people - STAY AWAY! Unless you're pretty sure that you are one of the rare ones that can calm me down or turn me magically happy. If no, please just stay away. My mouth and brain isn't working in the same frequency if that happens and I may seriously verbally harm someone. (I'm known to do that.)
Ok, so, Eileen was like looking at mi and I was staring back at her. Wow. I don't know what's gotten into me. I don't usually do that. Well, anyways, I think I pretty much hurt Eileen's feelings this morning so if Eileen is reading this right now, I want to apologize to her>< SORRY!
That's Chapter Bad Mood.

Second thing. Yesterday's performance. WELL! Nothing much special. But overall, I thought we did good again. Though during the actual performance, I blundered abit. Sung the wrong thing. Well, everyone blunders. Yea, so, I was trying damn hard not to blush. Ok, I don't usually blush but howwould I know? There's audience! And there was after the performance. We had to sit down there, somwhere. I don't know. And listen to i think, 2 choirs? Sing. Yea. I remember there was Admiralty Sec. And a random church choir. Haha. Have to admit, the carpet was quite comfortable. Usually, I would have been nodding off to sleep. But the aldrenaline rush kept me WIDE awake. Much to my dismay. Yea. I was damn tired. When I reached home, I was THIS(1cm) close to slamming and throwing everything in sight. WOW. Violent.To think of it.=.= I think I need mood management too already.T.T And and there was the dehydration part of the day. I hadn't had any water for like, 6-7 hours straight. I was literally drying up. I think i gulped down alot of water when I finally could get to the 4th floor to the water cooler to get some water. PHEW. A few hours more and I'm dead.

Yaya. And so comes, erm erm erm. I forgot. O YAH! Tomorrow. Performance AGAIN. In school. School assembly. 2 more sessions of screaming. + choir practice. We're dead.

Yea. So, I;m online again today because of PROJECTS. MARK THE 'S'! shit. Now, the outstanding projects are: Music, History, English Literature and Chemistry. Oh my.

I better go get started. Goodbye.

LOOONG day ahead.

2009-03-30T17:19:00.002+08:00

Lol! Since when was I an active blogger? I don't know. Maybe I simply have nothing better to do. But, I've got to go early today. Tomorrow, Choir needs to go to a concert at NAFA. SHIT. It is like, what? Ending at 2300? Oh.My.God. I'm dead. Shit. I don't feel like going to school on Wednesday already. I think I'll be in a super duper uper bad mood on Wednesday.

And tomorrow, I have to bring like, tons and tons of things. I don't know. Like, gown, make-up, Departure album for Clow, and many many. OMG. I'm dead.=.= No need to do homework for tomorrow already. ICH.=.=

Stupid Art.

2009-03-29T17:16:00.003+08:00

I just finished my art assignment. Finally. It took centuries. I got really bored and really very angry at it. I just can't seem to make the shapes right. I have high expectations for my art. I want to get into higher art if I can. Next year. My parents was like,"FASTER FINISH IT AND STUDY. DON'T YOU KNOW HOW TO PRIORITIZE?" I was already in a freaking bad mood. I just contained my anger. (I wonder when am I going to burst.) I wanted to explain but I thought I might just end up screaming at them and then getting myself into unecessary trouble. So I shut up.
But I really want to get into higher art. I don't know why. I'm just interested. It may help in my studies further down the road. Ironic. That I'm planning. My parents always claim that I don't think about my future... I don't know what's in stall for me when I grow up... I don't take life seriously... BLAHBLAHBLAH.
Truth is: I do plan my future. I do know what I want. I do prioritize.
I want to work in the fashion industry when I'm older. Doesn't that means I should improve in my art? Sigh. They just don't understand or they just don't know is it? I don't care already.
So, art. Well, I finally finished it. Yea. The final piece isn't as nice as the preparation piece. I don't know why. Sunsan says that I might get good marks for it. She haven't see it. But if she thinks so, I might as well hope. ;)
So now I'm working on my History Project. oh my god. It's like, the questions and the instruction manual is a mess! I better change them and make it work.
Byebye!

Er.. Hi?

2009-03-28T16:10:00.003+08:00

Lol. I'm posting again? haha. By the way, before i start ranting, I want to say that I've another blog. I'm not going to name it but if you want to know, directly ask mi. In school, phone, whatever. That means only people that knows mi can know this blog. Not all. But majority.
Pardon my lack of proper English today, but I don't really have the patience to refine my English. Properly. Haha. That means I must get used to writing proper English everywhere I go already. Sigh. What a task. I shall survive!!!

So, CHOIR!!! Some idiot tagged on my blog saying that if I think choir deserved to die, I'M the idiot. LOL. Like, come on. Who's the idiot huh? Doesn't HE/SHE know the defination of WORDS-SAID-WHEN-YOU'RE-MAD? I guess HE/SHE doesn't.
Well, from the bottom of my heart, I love my choir. Yea I do though I may disagree with them alot. It's just that, I think that we're all too stressed up because of the upcoming SYF competition and so everyone is going bananas and leaders are squeezing in practices for us. I understand. But that doesn't mean that I'm not going mad too. It's stressful you know, my grades are dropping, partially, just partially, thanks to choir. I'm sure the seniors are feeling even more stress. I think this can become their free shaving session because all that hair is going to drop from all that stress. But I guess our hard work, hair, and ear and throat problems paid off.

That's because today, there's an exchange, so many many schools flocking to Ngee Ann Secondary(I hope I got the spelling right><) HAHA. And then, some of the schools, which we heard them sing before were singing again today. They improved! WOW! I hoped we do too.=) Earlier today, when doing our warm-ups, we sung the songs and the seniors and Ms Yin was like:"OOOOO... You've improved. Doing good now. Get even better!!!" LALALA and all that. And I know that we were better. We could have beem a little bit more better if I didn't get one part of the Jaakobin Pojat song wrong. I can't make it right bfore because my score is in the hands of Clara. ( I wonder when the ransom's coming0.0 ) haha. And my bad throat isn't helping. And then at the end Ms Yin was like, we have improved a great deal and all. well, it's not exactly her words but I knew that we did so, and that was roughly what she meant, so.. Yah. haha.

And then, comes the gown. It is PURPLE! Dark purple mostly. The designer said it was a whatever 'princess' cut. haha. (Well, I'm thinking of becoming a fashion designer of some sort myself so I'm trying to learn. Though I think that the gown wasn't that well done. It was better than the last. And I'm grateful=D) okok, so we're supposed to wear it on Tuesday's concert at NAFA. Lol. Yea. No objections=) But I hate purple. Somehow, i do. i dono. but i do. I dun think i'd pull of wearing it. Well, what can i do?;)

March Holidays. Freaking holiday indeed.

2009-03-14T23:35:00.001+08:00

It's like, for goodnss sake, what shit? March Holidays is no holiday for me. I need to go back to school 3 days. I'm only Sec 2 for shit's sake.
Argh. I'm not going to make this very long but I'm here to say that choir deserves to die. At this point. They are like forcing everything on us. It's just not natural.

Annual Road Run and Mass Games 2009

2009-03-04T19:50:00.002+08:00

Argh. I'm fried. I'm hurt all over. I have sunburn. Today's the Anual Road Run and Mass Games day. And the sun was very very very hot. High up in the sky frying the entire Nan Hua High School's bigbig 'family'. I bet most of the school's students is going to get sunburns. Nan Hua High School will turn lobster red tomorrow.
Let's talk about the road run. 3.5km. Unlike other times, I didn't feel like I was going to die. If I didn't have that stitch, I would have run 3/4 of the race. Which would be a great achievement for me. Haha. I was merely walking 3/4 of it instead of the other way round. But I wasn't the last in my class. It's good news wahaha.=P To tell the truth, it felt quite short. Maybe I'll try to run the whole thing next year=P
Then comes the mass games. DADADADA. The killer of skins. We were playing in a big field. Big open field. The sun was scorching hot. Everyone was looking at the matches, UMBRELLA-LESS. So it's like we were frying ourselves. Yea. Really nothing much to talk about the games. I wasn't paying attention because I wasn't feeling well. SADDED. But what I know is that our class almost won. 2nd place. 210 won instead.
Geez, I'm always complaining that our class wasn't bonded and I was there acting all anti-social myself. TSK. Bad Chermaine. I musn't do that next time.=D
When price-giving and dismissal came, Ng was like, "I know it's very hot but can you please keep your umbrellas?" And he was there standing in the shade. We were under the sun. tsk. My - our - poor skins.T.T
Then when I went home and bathed, I turned lobster red and there I was applying Hazeline Snow Moisturising Cream all over my body untill now. ARgh. My poor skin...

A record breaking posting history .

2009-03-01T20:23:00.002+08:00

WOW. THREE POSTS. THREE DAYS IN A ROW!!! Nice one Chermaine!!! It's an almost-miracle. Haha. Now I'm studying for tomorrow's biology paper. EEK. I'm too hardworking. But I still haven't touch on the art homework. I don't care. The tests are more important lol.
You know, I asked Hui Xin about the homework and she didn't reply. Oh well, I guess there's something wrong with her I phone. Hope I'm correct.
Haha. I'm now actually taking a liking to posting crap on my blog now. Shit. I may get addicted. Oh well, thank goodness I can't use my computer as and when I feel like it. Which is both a bad and a good thing.
Now I'm starting to read The Host by Stephanie Meyers. I chiionged finish the Brisingr last night. Or should I say, this morning-o315.
Lol. not unusual. I think i'm goig to study already. If not tomorrow I'm dead meat.=)
Tatas

Applauds

2009-02-28T22:44:00.003+08:00

WOW! I'm blogging again. This time for fun. HAHA. (When was it not anyway?)

For makin such a big effort, bravo!!! *clap**clap**clap*=D

Sunsan said my previous post was damn colourful. Lol. That's how my life is: "COLOURFUL".

I'M SERIOUS.

I don't know what's up with the two-enters paragraphing thing. I guess I have serious mood swings. *evil laughters* ---*MUAHAHAHAHA *

My colourful life. It is enjoyable. Very interesting. Everyday is a story itself. WOW. Nice way to put it.

You can feel the sacarsm I guess. It's too obvious. If you can't, you are stupid.

Now I am trying to make good use of my Facebook account by playing Pet Society. Lol. It can be very lame but it is still nice if you like to stare at the computer screen and do nothing but idle.

Hmms, I think I need to go chiiong! abit for my upcoming maths and biology paper. CYA!

Oh My God .

2009-02-27T22:27:00.004+08:00

Oh my god. I haven't posted for like, what? Two, three months? Eeeksh... To tell the truth, I'm not exactly very into blogging and keep reminding my myself about how my life sucks. Yea, it sucks like hell.

Hmms, Jia Tyan is so nice to care to tag. Haha. But I think like everyone knows that my blog is forever dead. I revive it sometimes... If I care to post, that is.

About Jia Tyan, LOL. She's my cute cute junior who forever likes to hug me then tickle me till I want to cry. She is, scary. Haha no offense there.=)
Yea, that and that her english is better than me. Which means I'll have to BUCK UP! GAMBATTE CHERMAINE!!! Haha.

Seriously, my english is really crappy. Today's English Literature paper, I read the poem for like aroung 15minutes and about 10 times before I understand the poem. It's like, I kept thinking about WAR and WAR and WAR. LOLS. Then it ended up to be a mom giving birth to her son. Sunsan said my imagination was running wild. I agreed. And it's a good thing, no? XD
But guess what, I am almost 99.9999999999999999% sure I've totally flunked it. The second paper I ever failed in my life. I'm serious.

You know, I came logging in to Blogger thinking, "Hey, I shall be happy and hyper and I will blog today to keep my blog alive." But now, I am feeling very bored recounting my sucky life. Lol. But sometimes its a good thing. I can teach people how to avoid having a fucked up life. Lol pardon my french. XD
But looking at the things I've typed till now, it's unbelievably long for someone like me.0.0 I think I am going to faint><
Hmms, what did I want to say? O YEA! Jia Tyan's blog. I went to her blog just now and the skin is like, almost similar to mine but it's so nice!!! I love the words and all... Too bad I'm still a computer idiot at blogging. haha. or should I say, Blogger Idiot.XD

I think I'm changing my blogskin again. IF I feel like it. Haha. Heys, I think I shall make an effort to TRY to post like once a week. IF I GET TO TOUCH MY COMPUTER.

Haha. That's all folks.

Back, and Alive

2008-12-24T15:08:00.002+08:00

Hi all,

See? I changed my blogskin! Haha. Since I love twilight so much, and this skin looks so nice, I shall not spoil it with my ugly Singlish. Haha. I will use 95% proper English from this post onwards. Haha. I bet I can do that well. =D Wish mi luck.

Long Time no Post

2008-12-01T20:24:00.003+08:00

WAHHH. >< i veri veri veri long nvr post ler hor? SORRI!!! i addicted to games ler larh! ROF!!! it rocks! lol
veri the addicted. everydae on jiu go there immeditely.lol. i dun care you all ler. i go train=P

Gay

2008-10-30T19:50:00.005+08:00

zzz. some idiots. claimed that ppl hu listens to Thirty Seconds to Mars is emo. wth?? im a fan and im NOT emo larh. insulting.

sae wad: im a goth! OMFG! I love nail varnishes! i have blue black, silver and neon green!!! OMG i love them! im goth!

then he asks mi, if you're not emo, your a SCENE KID!!! LOL. wad is his big problem? Goth people(GUY!) that scolds others gay. im so damn pissed can? and he asked, are you cute? do you self-harm?

I was like, WTF? NO! of cuz not. told you i wasnt emo. wads the problem with you? ewww. NEON GREEN nail varnish. i cant get over the fact=.= he is so damn gay.

i like green oso wun wear NEON GREEN nail varnish.=.= scold ppl gay. damn pissed can? he no balls one larh. muz tell mi pass message one. cannot tok face to face ar?

One more proof to zheng ming he is a super gay. he saes he is going to get dono wad=new rock= thingy. go to this link to see wad i mean: GAY PROOF

can you believe it?

heeled boots! wth? GAY! gaygaygaygaygay. still dare scold mi gay. den the boots all got those goofy straps. totally no fashion sense kkays? i mean, wad the? silver heels that looks like some kind of metal stcked to it with super glue or something. ang the staps! looks like some kind of worker in a construction site trying to look cool=.= LAME. rounded toe summore. walao! wad is this? you kidding mi? he saes its cool. i sae i looks like shit.

and then he saes wad, im going to get fallout 3 tmr too! OMFG its christmas to mi tmr!=.= like, HELLO?!?! its HALLOWEEN! NOT christmas. do you live in the past? you are totally a lame shit. read . my . lips : LAME . SHIT . AND . A . GAY

oya, he self-harms himself. must be becuz he cant get over the fact that he found out that he is gay. so he harms himself, trying to wake up believing that its all a bad dream. and if he doesnt wake up, he'd rather die a terrible and miserable death by harming himself. BECUZ HE'S GAY!

even his mom dont want to look at him cuz he is gay.

wad else.. hmmmmms... lemme think.... oya. he was toking to me about the latest James Bond movie. i told him i may not be able to watch it and he saes that he is 17 and can watch. he even watch saw5 b4.

i was like, I CARE? anyways, bet he was crying all the way thru the movie bcuz he thinks that he does not look scary enuf and starts to self-harm again by rolling down the steps of the cinema. and then lie at the exit at the end of the movie to let ppl step on him. thats self-harm. bet he did that.

as for halloweenm, which is tmr, i think he doesnt even nid to find a special costume to wear. he can just wear his NEW ROCK boots and walk around in the heaviest black eye makeup you'll ever see and screams: TRRRRRRICKKK or TRRRRRREAT!

wow. i can tell you ppl cmf dowwan give him sweets one lorh. cuz he whole body wearing black den he too black liao so when he walks door to door to get sweets wif his little cutie glowing pumpkin basket, the adults that opened the door surely faint or just close the door becuz they cannot see any human standing in front of them. only a floating pumpkin head. therefore, women will scream and faint while men will slam the door in his face.(even if they were able to spot him, they will see the greatest gay they had ever seen) and and and all the little kids that walks past him surely cry becuz he rilly damn ugly and too gay liaos.

BUT! he cmf will win the best costume award. or maybe the gayest award. haha.

i think thats all for now. lets summarise the proof that he is the gay:

1.wears nail varnishes
2.self-harm
3.wears high-heeled boots with zero fashion sense
and..
4. scares ppl becuz he is totally GAY.

Class Gathering Sucks for mE

2008-10-30T17:27:00.004+08:00

AIYA. why muz have class gathering? lol. our class relationship mostly going DOWN lehhs.. not i wan to curse my own class larh. budden rilly marh.. gathering you ge pi yong. if for fun, lol, oso like abit irritating lehs. holi like ofcuz muz rest. den still have gathering. its like going back to schl lorh~ yao wo de ming ar? add teachers summore.=.=

sounds like fun.
sense the sacarsm.lol.
wow. we can see our teachers during the holidaes! yay!=.= lame.

den still cannot decide where to go summore nid do poll=.= lame! just decide on something and be done with it larh.. lol. i abit ji don.

but its true mahhh... lol. i dun care them liao larh. nothing better to do one.

HSM3

2008-10-29T20:46:00.003+08:00

wahhh.. 2dae went to watch HSM3 with CLAU and CLOW. walao tat yangyu cant go larh. damn GL larh, mondae lost his wallet now cant go. den we watch movie dao halfway he sae he at lot1. WTH? lol.

the movie quite nice larh. more gabriella and troy duets~ very romantic. lol. the songs all very nice lorh.. lol. nothing mucj to sae. b4 that went to ajisen to eat. i ordered volcano ramen again! lol. this time i finished the whole bowl. WAHAHAHAHA. im so pro~ 4 chilli symbols leh~ IM PRO!~ haha. ok. stop.

lol. den i bought new wallet lorh.. from the wallet shop. i dowwan next year carry the orange one here and there, cuz later beatrice there feng diao den dono wad will happen. my watch orange, handphone orange very cham liao noes? lol. ok

nth ta sae liaos lol.

Second thots

2008-10-27T12:05:00.003+08:00

i think deleting the vulgar post is better. those of you hu read it, good for you, at least you noe im not fun to insult. those hu din, too bad. lol. o ya. yesterdae, i finally bought Brisingr!!! lol. i've been waiting for it for soooooooo long. lol. ok. busy. gotta go.=D

Don't care

2008-10-24T20:46:00.003+08:00

4th post 2dae. lol. i dun care about what happen liao~ jus talked to her, then i said i din care about wad happened ealier liao. i dowwana care. i just said sry becuz i think i tat im wrong about her. so lalala. i dun care liao

Disappointment

2008-10-24T17:46:00.003+08:00

jus toked to her. fine. i dono anything. i dono if it's really sunsan who is wrong. i dono anything. nvr. not once. i din noe about ys and sijie and you. i din noe about bh and ys and you. i nvr knew. and when i noe. its not from you. even if it was, i wun geddit becuz you would stop halfway or wun answer mi. fine. i dun care anymore. i dowwana care.

i dun care if i right or wrong about you. i only know that you've changed. alot. im not ready to adapt the change and if you rilly dun give a shit about my feelings. i don think you ever did. if you don, pls just tell mi straight and i can be thru wif you. i dowwana know you anymore. i dono you from the strt anyway. fine. im still open to you to tell mi wadeva you wan. and i'll shut away from you as soon as you sae you dun care anymore. ok?

Apologies

2008-10-24T15:12:00.004+08:00

i admit. i was scolding you like a mad woman. im letting steam off. but, rilly. im really damn pissed with wad you have turned into. turning your back on us as if we're someone not worth your frenship or something. i've been pissed wif you for quite a while and im glad that shien finally saw your true colours. but. becuz i learnt of this thru shien, i may be wrong about you. im conscious of wad i'm doing. so if you wanna tell mi something. IF u even give a shit about it, pls tell me if im wrong.

2008-10-23T15:09:00.002+08:00

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GOGOGO PEOPLE. SUPPORT MY FRENS!!!!!! CONFIRM VERY NICE DERH. AND CHEAP!!!=D GO PEOPLE GO!=D

FICO and shopping

2008-10-21T17:42:00.004+08:00

Wow Wow Wee~ Lol. I dono wads gotten into mi luhhs. >< Now posting again~ See? I so guai right? I POSTED~ YAY! Let's give Chermaine a big roung of applause~ *clap* *clap* *clap* haha. okok. stop. lol.

Today all the Sec Ones went to the FICO sports hub play the QIAN BIAN water soccer.>< LOL. In the end I also played. LOL. Stupid leh. put 2 stupid balloons there then fill ankle-deep water in. got 2 goal posts each, put a ball inside jiu called ~water soccer~ liao.LOL. The boy's balloon bigger than the girls one. So boys nid 8 ppl and girls nid 5 only. Lol.

Actually I dowwan plae derh leh. I rather sit down there watch and hang around till the whole thing is over.>< So sian. Since i can dun get myself wet, why muz I? lol.

The place has alot of centipedes lehh.>< BLACK BLACK ONE. EEEEE... I hate all kinds of insects.(Almost><) LOL. They all crawling around so damn e xin and ma fan larh. Must jump here jump there one. >< Den got one time one centipede very near me and Sunsan. then sunsan go take one plastic bottle(dono hu's one) and out it standing on the centipede. OMG! I thot it was going to be squashed>< But heng it din. It will be so e xin lorh>< But it was trapped inside like cannot get out liddat so i tell sunsan dun so bad, it so kelian liao then i let it go. LOL. the centipede already abit injured ler lorh~ See? I so kind-hearted. Unlike SUNSAN>< hehe. no la no la. jkjk.=p heihei.

After that, Yuwen ask me whether want join their team go plae for the match. At first i sae dowwan derh. Then after that, i think-aiya, since it looks so fun, i might as well go plae a while lorh~ Then i sae ok then we take out our shoes.><

We walked around without our shoes on lehh>< EEEEWWW. The grass, the muddy water, OMG, the more i think, my leg gets more uncofortable. EEEEEEE>... EWEWEWEWEW~ lol. I barefootedly do nothing but stand there and watch ppl plae for like, how many matches? I think got more than 5>< ewwww. i hate the muddy water. Then the grass inside got soooooo many creepy crawlies AKA UFOS.>< OMG. zzzzz. i feel like washing my feet again><

Then finally our turn>< Mi, CLOW, Wen, Manda and Raquel. One team. Raquel be goalkeeper others jus randomly plae. lol. Den siao one leh. If you look at boys plae, they are scattered aroung the place. But the girls, you see one crowd of girls just crowding around trying to kick the ball.>< I guess is girls' logic barh>< lol. Then like dono hu the toenails damn long larh. den i kick kick kick after that i found out my toe got cut>< lol. actually i dun feel anything, but once i put on my shoe, FK. lol. Pain lehh.>< but now okayys ler.

When we go back, i go toilet go clean my cut then go change. lol. Back to uni since my shirt stil wet. lol. Den mi, CLOW and SUNSAN go lot1 eat and buy her present lorh. We went AJISEN to eat. lol. SUNSAN paid more than mi and clow=D hahaha. We order the food. Then sunsan want the plain one, no chilli. den CLoW wan chilli derh. Then when the noodles come, both is chilli one. Den sunsan very kelian. lol.NOT=D Den she go ask them to change then then then mi and clow start eating first. She go eat her dono wad deep-fried pumpkin of some sort lol. I ordered Volcano Ramen, which is like dono how many times spicier than clow's ordinary spicy noodle. Den we were saeing "hao la hao la">< lol. den finally we eat finish.><(sunsan's noodle come the latest she finish the fastest)hahhaa

Then we go find presents for her liaos. In the end i bought a 19.90 wallet for her.>< I sae it is 2 years present. cuz too ex liao>< lol. den CLOW buy bottle for her then dadadadan~ finish liao. We go home. lololololol.

Kept my promise

2008-10-18T22:21:00.003+08:00

WHOOO!!! I kept my promise! I updated my blogggyyy!=D=D=D

Haha. Today nothing to write leh. 11 somthing then wake up. Then helped my mom clean out the unwanted clothings from my wardrobe. Wahh~ I didn't noe i have soooooo many dresses hidden inside and they are all kiddy kiddy one><>qipao inside. LOL.

Then afternoon spent watching Inuyasha with my sis.><><

Then evening I go have dinner with my grandparents they all then we went to a Thai restaurant somewhere in Mandai IF i'm not mistaken. LOL. Then there i had 6 bowls of tom yam soup><><FAT FAT FATTY FAT FAT

Lol. den now nothing else to write lerrr..>< liao="D" now="D

Report on EOY results

2008-10-16T18:34:00.003+08:00

WAHHh!!! i finally decided to post again. lol. I'm very lazy. I don't feel like posting but since I'm happy wif my exam marks i guess I'll just state it here. I zilian awhile.=D HMMMMS...

English compo-17/30
English Situational Writing-22/??(i dono><)
English paper 2-i forgot><
English Literature-39/50
Mathematics Paper 1-43/50
Mathematics Paper 2-36/50
Mathematics total-79/100
Chinese compo-50/70
Chinese Situational Writing-15/20
Chinese Paper 2-93/110
Physics-20/20
Chemistry-25/30
Biology-44.5/50
Science total-89.5/100
Geography-76/100
History-71.25/100
Art-75/100

OK! My art got the highest in class so I am damn damn happy=D Then Yangyu bu shuang i get this den start scolding me. LOL. I think he won me 1mark in maths total and 0.5marks in Chemistry. LOLOL! Like, wads da big deal? I others all win you bu shuang ar?=p HAHA! den my Phisics get full mark he still want to check through my paper see whether there's any defects in marking>< LOL.

Imagine wad yangyu said to me:"I tell you ar, wahhhhhhh sian, i cannot believe it sia, I tell you ar, if rite, ok? If rite, I am serious in study this year, I tell you, you sure die derh, i tell you."

"wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh... I seriously going to buckup ler i tell you, I seeeeeeeeeeriously want to buck up liao. Sian. I tell you ar, once i buck up right, next year you going die man, you going to die i tell you. I I I I I'm seeeeeeerious i tell you. Can you see the seriousness in my eyes?hah? can you see?" LOL

Then that time I was cleaning my glasses then i cant see, so i said,"No. I can't see. I'm blind."=DThen he diamdiam nothing to say. LOL.LOL. Today damn sian larh. whole dae sit in the hall looking at our papers. LOL. Then talk talk talk all day. LOL.

Really damn sian lorh. LOL. I now go do my own things ler. Dun care you all ler.>< haha.

I SWEAR I'M GOING TO UPDATE MY BLOG AS REGULAR AS POSSIBLE!0.0

SuZhou post

2008-09-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

OMg... Haiz... Cant post lehh.. No time. common test so lan liao.. aiya. i after the exams then post lar.. walau... sianned.. i rilly wanna post it asap lehh.. later i forget everything... so sian..

Breaking Dawn!

2008-08-07T21:14:00.001+08:00

omgogmogmg. i got the book on mondae.lol. now then can post. aiya, haven even start reading lorhs.. i re reading the entire series now still have eclipse!!! muz chiiiong!!! haahaa. kk gtg. i nid to memorise national dae song. ^^

Breaking Dawn

2008-08-01T11:19:00.002+08:00

Wahhhh!!!! OMGOMGOMG. breaking dawn coming in less then 12 hrs!!! yayayayay!!! haahaa. While i was still in china, my mom go reserve the book at popular liaos. Dat means i got the book no matter what. but hor, too bad they say like next week lorh.. so it's like after the launching date. not fresh liao.. lol. nvm larh. can read can liao but the problem is that i cannot read it ASAP! I rilly like that book lorh.. haiz.. wait bar..

2008-07-30T18:54:00.000+08:00

im posting again.. soon.. i think after de common test barh. heehee. xD

BookS!

2008-06-21T22:30:00.002+08:00

whao! just read sijie's mail. haahaa. she likes stephanie meyer's books! so do i. haahaa. i finished the 3 in 6 daes. haha. im so so so so waiting for Breaking Dawn!!! AAAAAAAA! and Midnight Sun. WHHHHOOOO! im rereading twilight again. WHEE! so fun! hahaa.

gtg. buaiis

Audi news

2008-05-29T22:43:00.001+08:00

ok. got new char liaos. LoveMaiden. If i sae hello to you all hor, dun sae you all dono miie. =p

Birthday

2008-05-25T19:07:00.004+08:00

O hi.. LOL><
ytd was my bdae. 2dae is Talya's bdae. Happy bdae talya! And happy belated bdae to mii. hahaa. ok. GTG.
THIS IS STILL GONNA BE A DEAD BLOG.

AND TO ALL AUDI-ING FRENS:
I KINDA SCREWED UP MY ACC. SO IM GONNA HAVE A NEW ACC. WHICH
MEANS NEW AVATAR, NEW NAME, SAME SKILLS. HAAHAA. I'LL LET Y'ALL KNOW WHEN ITS
DONE. =D

HAPPY JUNE HOLIDAYS!

Dead Blog

2008-05-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

I know it's a dead blog. Lol. I dun care anyways

Damn...

2008-04-25T09:24:00.008+08:00

Crystal Chia's gone.. I'm damn sad, you know.
This is what happened...

Tuesday morning:
Shi En remarked that Crystal the day before a little weird. She say she on MSN said some rubbish.. Then during PE I went to ask Crystal herself then she said," I just told her that we should treasure our happy moments before the crashing news come." I was like... Speechless. I didn't know how come Crystal said this. And she wouldn't tell me. She said she would tell me when she was ready. I wasn't.
Tuesday recess:
I tried to force the fact out of her. But she would only tell me the first part of the sentence of the mind-blowing news. She said," I am going to..." And then she wouldn't say more. I told Shi En and Edlind what she said. We started to guess where in the world can she actually go to. We thought-Is she going to die? Going to jump down Empire State Building od America? Going to transfer school? Going to kill someone? Going to leave us and find new friends? Going to move out of the country?.. And so on... But we never thought, never in a million years, that the 3rd guess was the answer..
Tuesday-dismissal for lunch:
Crystal rushed out of the classroom. I guessed she was crying and I was right. Though I still didn't know why then..
Tuesday lunch:
Shi En and me went to the canteen. We thought we would find Crystal Chia there. But we didn't. We asked Crystal Low if she klnew where she was and she replied," she is crying in the toilet." Shit. My guess was right. We went to the toilet but couldn't find her. Shi En said wshe wanted to buy something to eat. We went back to the canteen and she bought an egg tart. Then Crystal Chia came along with Beatrice. She was all red-eyed and teary. Then there was the time. Beatrice broke the news to us. I know I'm a reaction-slow person. So at that time I was so taken aback. I didn't feel like crying. I only wanted to ask if she was kidding, if she knew what consequences there were to crack this kinda of jokes. But I just said," OK." And then Cyrstal went crying and walking away again. I started to cry. Never ever I would expect her to transfer school. And she was transferring to Cresent Girls. A girls' school. Yea.. That's what I need. A super duper big blow. I couldn't stop my tears. I kept crying. I never stopped for the rest of the day. But I stopped at intervals, and one long time during choir. But that was later.
Tuesday after lunch:
We all cried. Me, Shi En, Edlind and CLOW cried and cried and cried. We stood outside the class with the teacher's permission. I sorted out the facts: why she needed to transfer, when(tomorrow was the last day! I almost fainted. No warning of her leaving and then this piece of bombarstic news knocked my breath out!)she tranferring.
Then it was just plainly crying and crying. Nothing else. Then when she had to go, at round 1330, we hugged each other. It was damn damn sad. First SiJie and now CChia. WTF.. Then we emo-ed the whole day.
Tuesday after school:
We actually planned to go IMM to buy something Whinnie The Pooh for her. But I needed to go to choir since I already skipped 2 times because of my headache. (And from then on, I''m the only girl in choir in my class. How EXHILARATING)... Therefore, I went choir. Me and Tian Ci planned during choir. (SMS) And I found out that I was the only choir member going to the Anderson JC concert... But I thought that was OK. I won't die of it.
Tuesday night:
After dinner at home, my mom went to Northpoint with me to help me buy present for her. I was like.. Walking about alot then finally settled on buying the cushion for her. The winnie the pooh. LOL. Then spent the night doing the card. Then cry again. Last day tomorrow.
Wednesday:
Spent open space period going around the class letting friends write down their wishes on the caredd and finally before malay, it was done and we gave it to her.
We spent the whole day talking our might. Then recess we hugged each other again then we cry again.. Then we planned to go her house after the art test.
AFTER SCHOOL:
ShiEn, Edlind and me took the bus to her house. We were like a little late. But still made it. We went there immediately demanded for water and I started eating the french fries on the table-self service. Then we talk talk talk talk and abuse Shi En. Hahahahahahha. Then pizza come and we ate ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL the chicken and then the seafood pizza only I eat leh!!!!! Haha. I dropped chicken bone 2 times. = one time phone.
Then we went to vandalise her desk then talk again. At 6 Edlind go liao. Then I started crying. Cuz I nid to go soon. l0lx! Den my mom lemme stay dere till my dad come(around 8)
HAAHA. Then we keep playing norh. till then.

The brief at the end. SRY!!!! haha. I too high now cant write sad things.=] DOSEN't MEAN I 4OT CHIA LIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Blunder..

2008-04-19T15:14:00.006+08:00

Sians... ytd was sports dae... and smth happened... tian ci and yew heng dono why started quarrelling. den tc got so worked up that he cried.... zzz.. den bing hwang gt sae sth.. dens... you noe, tc always get teased..(and tat is totally NOT OK wif mi) zzz... den i like feel dat its right to tell mdm. z to lyk do sth bout the teasing. den BH lyk buey song i tell teacher lar.. Zz

Buden after tat tc ok liaos.den mi, shi en, shi han and yang yu went to the badminton court place to find vance norh... Den i saw him lar. NOComments.=x Sian... I went there and the first thing was i blushed like siao lorh. my face like buring. my ears like wanted to melt. Zzz. you can ask shi en wad i looked like den
...

Haiz.. 102 is falling apart...

----

i gtg

Another Day

2008-04-07T21:33:00.003+08:00

Haha. My previous post hen shou huan ying! Haha.
Today nth much to sae. In schl. A missing soul. (SiJie)
At home. Go siao bcuz of super lack of sleep. I slept at 2.30am 2dae and woke up at 6am 2dae norh.. But hor, 2dae mi and Shi En make NEW DISCOVERY: When you sleep within the times from 9pm - 11pm, you will tend to wanna sleep in class. However, if you sleep within the times of 12am to 3am, you will tend to be as energetic as someone tat just had a strong-brewed esspresso. Tat is our discovery. LAME. Haha. LMAO.
Kae lers. I dowwan slack luhs. I doing the CIP thingy with Shi En neh.. She damn ke lian norh.. do herself. I wanna save her from her mosery lers. So, Buaiis. O ya. 2moro got chinese test. So 大家加油!

Remembered and Remembering

2008-04-04T21:04:00.003+08:00

SiJie's gone.. To Xi An.. She cried.. Clow cried.. Yuwen emo-ed all the way home.. I emo-ed too.. --
To lose a friend, it's painful.. I tell from experience.. And now SiJie is going from our class too.. Well, since I admit I'm not as close to SiJie as the others, she was a great friend. All I could say is that I hope the others will stop crying.(Including SiJie) Now,the technology is so improved, there's such things called a WEBCAM and TELEPHONE and ONLINE CHAT. We will still be connected to each other. A way or another.

And after this, I went home. Then I followed my mom(Chairman of AIPS PSG) to my primary school.

This was the first time I stepped into the school in 2008. Memories, both happy and sad; lonely and angry, comes back to me. Screaming. My head hurts. My heart hurts. A smile at my mouth. Tears in my eyes. I walked about the whole school. The school which is my second home. The school I schooled in for six whole years.
As I walked to the canteen, the place I ate in for six years, over a thousand lunches in my life are taken there. The canteen stalls. The small stage at the back where I held Alison's and my straw game in Primary 3 or 4. (Yes Alison, I still remember.) The place I performed my stupid recorder music with Xiaolin, Yingyi, Talya, Jiaheng, Brendon and others... We played Tong Hua by Guang Liang.
And then there was the basketball court. The place I sometimes spent during recess watching the boys playing basketball.. The place I walked around for more then 20 times in a day with Kevin, talking, laughing, emoing... Everything.
And then there was the music room. The place I played along with both my seniors and juniors Angklung. Haha. Happy memories.Friends I've made there will never be forgotten. :)
The library. Our favourite hideout. The back. Gossiping, badmouthing, chatting and all. Especially with Melina, Xiaolin, Yingyi. I still remembered sometimes PeiZhen and Talya comes along to chat too. And I also remembered the many times we've almost beenm chased out by the librarians.
Then there was the spacing outside the class nearest the library on the third floor. The place I emo-ed away with Kevin. My best bud:)
Our class. Class 6/3. The most vividly remembered class in the whole 6 classes of my primary school life. Many many many things happened there. The way we studied, prepared for the exams, chatted, screamed, shouted, fought, whacked, hit and most of all... Laugh.
As I am writing this post, tears streams down my cheeks. It's so painful to remember the sad times and the bad times. Hilarious to remember the funny times and embarrassing times. Happy to remember the happy times and fun times... And most of all, to feel love to remember my friends. The friends I hugged, cried, screamed at, scolded, fought, whacked, tickle and so on... I really hope that time can roll back. So that I can be with all of you one more time. To scream out song lyrics with Melina. To listen and 'debate' with Xinpeng about every possible thing we find it possible to debate about. To talk to Fiona about school and all. Herman and Haziq about maple. Jasmine too. Jasmine you are very much like Shi En. ^^ My classmate now. :) I miss the way I always seemed to 'bullied' you. Bullied as in there was more fun to it then real bullying. Lucky you still play Audition with me. If not I do not know how to live without you in my life. Amanda. (Ong) I still remembered the first few days in primary one. I made you cried once. And OMG, it was both hilarious and embarrassing. Haha.
And there was Jonathan. Hilarious/emo/rough/romantic/friendly/helpful/many more(It may take years to list out everything, you know.) Jonathan, my another best buddy. haha. Always there for me when I needed you. I really appreciated it. ^^
This is easily the longest post I have ever written in this blog. :) To all my primary school friends:

You will always have a place in my heart. Forever my friend you will be.

Sijie-Hope you well in XiAn. Study hard and make us proud!

ALAMAK!!! HEADACHE!!!

2008-03-23T18:27:00.003+08:00

ARGH!!! History HE History HE History HE History HE History HE History... ZZZZ.. These two projects are driving me crazy!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! SIAN!!! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..
Then the HE muz do Eurasian leh... The slides we all throw to Crystal to do.. I feel so bad lo..
T.T Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress Stress!!!! STRESS STRESS!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shi En now debating with me on who to print the smileys.. Crystal on the phone with me trying to sort out everything...
ARGH!!!!
SIAN.. The projects are driving me into a siao zha bo.. YAYA.. Bing Gan i noe wad u going to say if you reading this. Haiz.. WADEVA lo..
I go conentrate on sorting things out liaos.. ZZz. Tian ci still say he want slack lo.. Zzz. Dono how his group gg to survive.,.

New phone.. No AUDI..

2008-03-22T23:12:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA...
Aiyo... Shi En you vry fan leh.. I go call crystal lar.. Happy??? You dun nid to nudge mii tat many times hor... Becareful monday...
LOLS.
I need call Crystal liao..

I 2day got a new phone. Sony Erricson z770i.
Haha.
They say its exclusive to M1 customers only since they having thier 11th anivesary.
Haha.
My phone is orange in colour.. Haiz..
Sian looo....

No audi lehhs...
Mom dun lemme plae liaos..
Nvm.
I 2moro guai guai do hw. Den nite time can plae ler bar?? Justs pray hard mom not going to go out lo... If go out then dream oso dun nid dream of playing audi liaos..

WhooooHooooo

2008-03-21T12:14:00.003+08:00

Now at Cchia house ye...
HAHAHA!
doing the history project~
WAHAHAH
hmph!
Dowwan tell you all wad we doing first. Wait for Mondy bar!~!~!~!
WHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAA!!!
I crazy ler loo!
hahah
i go concentrate bar~ Now gg eat lunch ler!
CChia maid cook derh ye~

O.o

2008-03-14T23:46:00.002+08:00

I finally can audi again!!
Haha.
I got audi kors ler..
Tian ci and Yuan Wei
Haha.
Anyways, now chatting with Jun Wei so tata. ^^

*muackks*

GOOD NIGHT WORS!^^

Welcome back! My Liveliness!

2008-03-13T21:49:00.002+08:00

WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!

FINALLY!!!

I regained my lively self.

Must congratulate mii wors~

HAHAC

Dun ask mii why

I dono wors...

HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAH...

Now, I ZHENG SHI XUAN BU:

Chermaine Cheng is now anti-emo.
(for the time being)

Kallang Trip written in an Emo Way

2008-03-10T22:45:00.002+08:00

Haiz.. I emoing.
But then the Kallang trip quite fun lar...
So many dead fishes there.
We still found mascara bottle. LOLS.
Then Shi En found the oily potato chip bag. Ewww. Gross.
Haiz... I write now not shen dong de..
No xin qing to write...
Zzz...
Dowwan write ler.. Hui si de...

Yay

2008-03-10T20:12:00.001+08:00

wahh.. I helped fren do blog. hahac. Chim lo. the blog suddenly become so messy
Now ok ler.

Sad

2008-03-10T15:03:00.001+08:00

Haiz... My granduncle passed away... This few days become so busy until no time post things ler... I haven recount the kallang trip yet lehhhsss... Haiz.. I think i'll do it tonite... Yesterday my granduncle got cremated lers... Damn emo... .... ....... Haiz... 2nite den sae bar... BB

EEWwwww...

2008-03-05T20:32:00.002+08:00

OMG... Now dan realized wad a freak i've been to think of some I.D.I.O.T. LOLS
Damn sian sia... Sooooo much projects...
Hahac, crys chia cut hair so damn chiio! CUTE~

2dae the HE project hor, zZZzzz.. prepare sala one.. We went to prepare the eurasian one!!! ZZZ.. Heng got second chance.. LOLS..

Holidae nid ta go back schl for 4 daes lehh... ZZZZ.... We shld be sleeping at home... HAIZ... sian

Reminders...

2008-03-01T16:07:00.005+08:00

It's sad.... So sad....
When you are reminded of something you'd never want to hear of again...
People talk.
You listen.
And you get reminded, of the things you'd want to think least.
But then, you cannot help yourself but to think of it...
It's sad.
Especially when there is no hope of seeing that person again...
Especially when before that person left, he gave your heart a great stab...
A great rip...
A huge tear...
Which is never going to heal...
Neither time, hate nor love could ever help...
You think of him...
You think of him more and more...
The numbed pain comes back to torture you...
To rip the hapiness you thought you had, away from you...
You'll try to think of his face...
You can't recall...
If only....
If only you can see his eyes for another time...
Even a nano-second is enough...
Enough to make your heart stop it's stabbing desire...
Its desire to see him again....
You cry...
You'll think...
You'll think that crying will bring him back..
Bring him back to you...
When he can never be yours again...
You hope for him...
You dream of him...
You'd've sworn you'll die for him...
But
He's never going to come back...
To appear in front of you again...
Not even in your dreams...

YAY & BOO

2008-03-01T00:23:00.003+08:00

Wahhhh.... Thanks to my bao beii siau xin... I finally can get my darling's blogskin on.(Daniel)
O.o So NICE!!!
Hahac
BUT!!!~~~~
I dono how to do the stupid link thingy. All become so messy!!! ARGH!!!! ZZZZ... I think crystal darling will help mi wif this bar. I hope you enjoy my more improved blog.... SOBBIESSS....

O YAA

2008-02-29T23:06:00.000+08:00

As I re-read my past posts hor, I remebered
I passed the Physics paper!!!
INCREDIBLE!!!
OMG!!!
FREAKIN' OUT!!!
ZZZZZZZZZZ.......
What in the world am I doin'???
Haiyo. I sot diao ler. Hahac..=.=''

Road Run...

2008-02-29T23:02:00.000+08:00

AAAAA... MP3 battery flat!!! ZZzzzzz....
I cant live~~~~~ Without u~~~~
lols.
2dae the road run hor... HENG i dunnnid run
Got excuse.^^ I fever. hahac.
aiyo.... siansiansiansiansiansian!!!!!!
HAIZZZZ. DAMN IT LAR. so much gong ke. ZZZ...
I lazy post anything logical 2dae. so BB

SIAO!!! Bloody Physics Paper!!!

2008-02-25T21:01:00.000+08:00

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
ARGH!!!
Todae my test is like damn toot lo... I din finish the whole paper sia...............
SI. Emo liao. Haiz wad type of paper iz tat??? I still pass this paper i sae my hand got something wrong sia. I chiong ler still cannot finish the Fleming thing. Stupid Variable thing = Wad is the pinicillin for?? blah Blah Blah...

HAIZ............ ...... .... ... ... . . ....
I starting to hate class... Almost slept in class everydae. *yawn* haiz....
WHY WHY WHY WHYW HYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHy?!?!?!?!??!
(PS. I siao liao...) T.T

Haiz... I go find pictures liao.. I decided to open more blogs as my foto album!!! Hahac.

New Discovery

2008-02-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

YAY! I finally noe how ta do the element thingy. Hahac. Enjoying my pictures?? I love the werewolves. You noe the white vampire? She is one of the 3 brides of Dracula. I'll find the other 2 in both human and creature form to post here. More Shuai ge fotos coming too. ^^

BTw, my tests are about to end. 2 daes time. Wish mi loads loads of luck.

OOOOOO Ya, b4 i 4got, I noticed some unwanted visitors to my blog lehss, Hope IM wrong... Hahax. Gtg. SLEEP!!! Darling here I come!!!~~~~

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

2008-02-23T00:32:00.000+08:00

I finally......
2 more daes left! (Common Tests)
haiz....

Sian, noe??

But heng my schl gg having the road run thingy. Haahaax. girls must run 3.5km sia. Want mi ta die ar?
I will walk slowslow. HAHA.

Gtg. Though i've nth ta do... (Not really~) *Blink Blink for My darling Crystal~*

Common Tests and History and Laptop

2008-02-17T00:35:00.000+08:00

OH DEAR~
common tests are coming in a daes time! My gosh! I'm not prepared!! AAAAAA!!!!
I studied history the whole dae 2dae!! And my head is BURSTING!! =.=
haiz... Why do we have tests??
T.T
Dear mi Dear mi..

My darling laptop....................................................................
Virused...................................................................................
T.T..........................................................................................
(highlight to try and see)[if u cant]

CNY and Back To School

2008-02-11T18:16:00.000+08:00

HAIZ...
holidays over...
damn siannnnnnnnnnnnn

HAIZ....
People my class are like so damn irritating..

Haiz...
dun noe why in the world huixin ignores mi 4 the wle dae todae
(maybe she ate too much fish, so look a mi sick ler. hahac. jkjk)
anyways,
I HATE IT WHEN PPL TRIES TO CHANGE THE WAY I AM!!!

Guess wat?
my classmate, says that maybe its MY fault that huxin's ignoring mi.
I mean, do i care?
I did NO wrong.
and btw, huixin shld noe mi by now, hw i am like. Not rumbling about like my granny or something.
So, that classmate said that i shld try to change bit coz she thinks im in the wrong and huixin doesn like hu i am NOW.
Im extremely IRRITATED.
Lucky im home now.
Think it over?
i think i shld think of my common test.

OMG.. Can you ever find a more emo blog?

2008-02-02T19:17:00.000+08:00

OMGOMGOMG.
trust me, go to Jonathan's blog:
www.emolord.blogspot.com
very the emo-ful
although its simple
but at least better den mine
hehe
have an ultra nice day!

HAIZ... Who in the world who KNOWS mi DOESN'T noe I dun like to enter and i never will enter a girls schl???

2008-02-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

HAIZ...
some ppl just CANT take JOKES sia...
SO sad...
IM Soooooooooooo hurt u noe?
Although that person that hurt mi has hurt mi for hell lot of time, i still feel hurt that she still doesn't noe mi.
HAIZ...
Ya NOE? Damn her... Its so irritating lorsxz... Zzz. Serves her right for what is happening at her C-box over @ her own Bloggy~`~~~ (This is posted *red* On 22/2/08)

School

2008-01-28T20:47:00.000+08:00

HIAK HIAK HIAK

Still dono wad to sae sia..
NAN HUA arr..
ehhh
i obviously made new frens(lols)

Now nan hua so far hor, i so tired lo. Everydae wake up at six sia... come home at 3-4pm. WILL DIE!!! hahac
Its so stress lo, so many pro and smart ppl dere. i onlyhardworking den can go in sia.. imagine in wad position i will be in dis year. Not 1-10; i guess 30-39 lehs. I want go back AIPS. So relaxed dere.. not so many subjects... i tomorrow got class test lehhhh... ZzZZZzzz(not used to it)

How are y'all doin dere? i hope its better den mine. I first few weeks already got rivalry and friendship problems in class liaos. heng i got darlings and lao gongs. (My classmates larr, duhn 'xiang wai')

I got choir practice till six for 2 daes in a week sia. Heng not three daes. Will DIE. But lucky i'll be going to CHINA!!! Outside SINGAPORE!!! So anticipating!!! HAHAC.

I gtg!!!

ARGH!!

2008-01-28T16:17:00.000+08:00

I dl-ed the audi again but DAMN IT.
i still cannot plae the ballroom.
SIAO!

And that stupid virus. STILL IN!
I hate virus.

Now i nid go do HOMEWORK ler, i got time den tell u all bout NAN HUA. LOLS. (do not anticipate it) u will die of boredom...

Virus-ed Computer

2008-01-27T22:09:00.000+08:00

EEEEEEK!

I got TROJAN virus. ARGH! SHIT LAR
stupid computer/laptop

KILL IT SMASH IT

waliaos

IRRITATED MI

Hmmm... Wot's The Big Problem

2008-01-27T20:37:00.000+08:00

aiyo... I nid PANADOL!!!
So emo now lo..
My audi hor... Patch keep saying: PATCH DENIED...
Dono wad damn shit.
So QI lo
2dae redownloaded everything
now the stupid patch again...

HAIZ...
Wish me the best of luck dat i can get thru this time...

TATA

Wish myself a happier week ahead.

My CCA

2008-01-27T16:38:00.000+08:00

Im in Choir! OMG! I dowwan! LOLS. I am a SUPER DUPER SLACKER!

I WANT LIBRARY!

Haiz..

But good news is:
the choir gets to go to shu zhou. :D

JULY!
I cant wait.